Monday, July 13, 2009

Determined....

So a few things happened this weekend that would normally have thrown me off. I am more determined than ever though that I am going to reach my goal this time around. My hubby is falling into the sub-conscious sabotage mode and I have to be aware and counter act the bad stuff. It is very difficult, but it dawned on me that there are a few reasons that he gets so un-helpful at this point. 1) He gets jealous of the time I am spending training or exercising and feels that I am neglecting him 2) He gets insecure the more weight I lose. So, now that I've realized these issues I can address them as needed and avoid some of the traps that I've fallen into in the past. I refuse to let myself be undermined. I am going to try my best to spend quality time with my husband but I am not going to let negativity rule my world. I think as long as I prove that training is not interfering with my other "duties" as a wife and a mother I will be okay... So, off to clean so the house is spic-span and I can go for my evening run tonight :)

2 comments:

Little Miss Baker said...

You go girl!! I feel the same way; gotta stay on track! I'll be doing my run tonight too. Ughhhh

Ashley said...

I am so proud of you! And, I may reference your concerns on my blog, stay tuned!